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  yupp...so for my book review 'project', I decided to put the title as my post entry, so it'll be easier for me to track hehehe. but for the song im listening to right now, it's "heart attack" demi lovato. alright let's not waste time and go straight to my book review. this time, it's The Ones Who Walk Away From Omelas by Ursula K. Le Guin. this one is just a short story, not a novel but it's very good. oh before that. a bit disclaimer; i had read the story like a very long time ago so maybe there are things i mentioned that wouldnt be accurate but im pretty sure the gist of the story is still clear in my mind. so apologies in advance :) this book, is actually quite dark. a story of people in a village / city of Omelas whose happiness depends on the misery of a child. in order to live a prosperous life, they did it as a tradition to lock a child in some kind of closet. kind of a psycho ritual (if you ask me) but they believed that was the reason f...

  Assalamualaikum! masyaAllah tabarakallah esok dah 1 Ramadhan 1442H. Kalau kira dah Maghrib ni dah start la 1 Ramadhan yerr. Alhamdulillah dah sempat lagi menjalani puasa tahun ini. uhuhuhu so strange, it felt like it was just yesterday we celebrated modes Raya celebration kan. cause first time Raya in lockdown. hm. this year looks like it's going to be the same. with cases not going down any time sooner and tambah2 Kelantan in PKPB dah jugak now. Anyway, I'm writing to wish Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak. moga moga Ramadan tahun ini dijadikan Ramadhan yg penuh makna. Buat ibadah sebaik mungkin. no need to follow others' steps cause their pace maybe is not the same as us. just as long as you ada nawaitu yg tulus, and effort to make it meaningful, insyaAllah it'll become meaningful. nota buat diri ini juga <3 annnddd--- maybe since my quarantine extend lagi until the 17th, this Saturday, I had new plans in mind on what to do to kill the time. I'm thinking of reviewing...

  Assalamualaikum! feel like writing some more so why not. alright let's talk about IPBA and covid cases right now. 05/04/2021 our first day intern. the same day (in the evening) one of our students here tested positive so we went into total lockdown. not totally jugak cause food deliveries were still allowed hehehe, but memang students cannot go out until 13th. then the whole boys from block 4 had to swab test and last 08/04 we got the results. 19 boys also positive and one of them was our farid uhuhu. alright, after messaged Iqah, asking how she was and all, turns out her bf wasnt the first person or the carrier. actually (maybe) someone from the 19 was already positive and infected Hamdi, and as Hamdi alone went for swab by his own, he got tested positive first. if it wasnt for him, memang sampai ke sudah we didnt even know someone was carrying the virus all along. ya Allah dahla kami ni intern kot, will be going to school interacting with hundreds of kids apa semua. luckily thi...

  Assalamualaikum. today's writing is a bit cringey but I'll try to keep going okayyy hehehehek. hm first off, this time, this post is dedicated more towards someone. I absolutely have zero idea on whether or not the person I dedicated this writing to would read this but, it's worth a shot since I'm too much of  a coward to write it personally to the person. and I dont want to affect any of his moments anymore with my unnecessary presence, sooo here I go. alright let's start with a lil bit of the story. long story but lemme shorten it. I like this person so I confessed but it didn't work out. we did had a 'thing' few years back but as always, mekya being mekya, I did what I've always done when someone got too close; I pushed him away and we kinda drifted apart. but now it didn't work out hahahaha. maleh nak crita panjang soo--- alright- let's go back to recently, he said what he said and I totally understand & respect it. yet, as he wasnt...

  Assalamualaikum. not a story-time or update on life or anything of sort. Just creating a post so I can pin it as my featured post explaining things going around in here. Starting from 2021's entries I decided to name the title of my post according to what song I'm listening to at the moment I'm writing the entry. So that when I reread all of these things some time in the future, I'd be remembered of the song and maybe go; "OMG I used to listen to this song a thousand times on loop" or something like "OMG this song is golden" or even, "WOWWW I forgot this song ever existed lemme go listen to it one more time". aaghhh what a feeling. so nostalgic. I love nostalgic. alright that's all. so enjoy, my loves. enjoy muach!

  Assalamualaikum again! wahahaha two entries in a day, what an achievement! alright story time! since we are in quarantine right now, of course la tak boleh keluar kan. this one quarantine betul punya, not like acah2 yg first datang ipba haritu hahaha. well to make things clear, yg aku quarantine acah haritu kitorang still tak keluar, it's just we have to find food and everything by ourselves so tak macam quarantine sangat, since we are allowed to go buy food outside apa semua, sbb nya pihak ipba memang tak sediakan makanan utk org quarantine (acah haritu). but--- this time since it's real, quarantine pom real, cases pom real, kitorang ada dapat makanan, of which will be put under each block every breakfast, lunch and dinner. then under my block, (block 6 i'm currently at 602B room B - gotta write this down so I remember when rereading this '.' ) ada mesin gedegang or vending machine tulaa bahasa hilirnya, in which they have some kind of drinks-- beverages, very ni...

 Assalamualaikum! we meet again! Today's going to be short. just updating I'm still alive & surviving. and yeah. I've gotta say about quarantine-ing right now as im sure i would love to read this again somewhere in the future and be reminded of this dreadful moment we've been through right now. so--- long story short, one of IPBA students got tested positive covid so we're in total lockdown. we just got off our first day intern and it (most probably?) was postponed for 2 weeks, so we'll maybe finish (grad) later than other sem 8 ipg students. and yesterday another 19 ss were moved out also, positive. takmau comment banyak pasal tu. just wishing insyaAllah, all will be well :) anywayyyy,,, while quarantine ni. Ive made a new resolution for my future self AHAKS! funny but im absolutely resolute about this kayy hehehe. when I enter working phase soon (insyaAllah), I will buy and read at least one book per month! I wanna go back to my long-lost hobby, reading fi...

  and Assalamualaikum! Hari yang indah untuk bercerita hahahaha. It's currently 0257 in the morning and I'm full of ideas on what to write so by Allah's will, ayuh kita curahkan idea-idea tersebut di sekeping canvas putih di alam maya ini. Don't mind the title which has nothing to do with what I am going to write now. It's a song I'm listening to while writing this piece so, I figured it's not a bad idea; the title would represent the current song I'm listening to while writing. One fine day, I'll come back here and read everything and be remembered of the song and the sentimental feelings that come with it. Alright, back to the topic. Hari ini aku nak bercerita mengenai MAGIC. as childish as it may sound, I hope the writing would magically sampai deep to the bottom of your heart hehehe. To start off, I am a hopelessly flawed person. I'm a sinner. I'm far from perfect. and I'm everything bad. yet, as what others might have wished for ever...

  Assalamualaikum readers (if any) WAHAHAHAHAHAHA YA ALLAH YA ALLAH almost 2 tahun tak bukak blog ni and I reread everything I've ever posted here and YA ALLAH CRINGE NYAAAA WAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH well pleaseeee DO NOT MIND all of my immature writings before this and I plan to hidupkan kembali this blog, since I'm nearing the end of my degree life and one less 'burden' to think of, I guess? so let's refresh this thing HAHAHAHAHAHAHA and I wont be deleting all those cringey posts sebab nanti tua nak tengok balik and nak cringe balik hahahahaha. Precious nyaa HAHAHAHA Actually Ive written about two posts from 2020 but I didnt finish so no posting last year. But to think again, it's quite a great story. sayangnya tak habiskan then I forgot the emotions already so if I continue sekarang, it wont be the same. such a shame uhuks. InsyaAllah someday I'll try to find the missing pieces (?) and put them all back together again hehehe. Ya Allah aku nak tukar senanya th...

19/01/2020 Hampir 4 tahun blog ini ditinggal sepi. Takkan ku ulas kenapa. Tapi cukup sekadar mengatakan semakin kita menginjak ke alam dewasa, semakin singkat masa terasa. 24 jam dalam sehari dirasakan sebentar cuma. Ditambah pulak dengan pelbagai kerja dan komitmen lain yg kian berlambak ke atas diri ni, sememangnya tak sempat la nak take care betulII blog ni. Tapi hari ini, dgn izin Allah, aku terdetik ingin berkongsi tentang sesuatu. Biasanya aku kongsi dalam FB or twitter jaa kalau terasa nak curhat tapi mungkin kisah ini agak panjang dan bermakna so inginku pahatkan kisahnya di sini, moga suatu hari apabila ku belek kembali muka surat ini, akanku kenang perasaan yg ku rasai sewaktu menitipkan tulisan ini ;) (Note that I'm trying to use ayat BM betul as a practice XD maafkan kalau ada typo or tersilap istilah or anything - and I'll be mixing my speech with bm dan bi -- maaf in advance) 3 hari yang lepas merupakan hari lahir umiku yang ke 46. Alhamdulillah di usia 4...

assalamualaikum, bloggers.. masyaallah, wow !! setahun pnuh nggak diupdate blog nie.. last entry from dec 2014 and now its 2016 already.. wah wah! sibok bebeno la aku nih yerr.. hehee.. alhamdulillahirobbil alamin, kita msih lagi diberi peluang untuk menghirup udara dunia milik Allah nie.. walaupun macam agak too late, ak nak wish jugak Selamat Tahun Baru kepada semua yang memabaca, semoga thun yg dtg nie membawa bersama keberkatan dan hidayah yang tak terhingga drpd Allah SWT.. huuuuu.. what a word..  hehee.. so, bicara soal sibuk nih, aku sememangnya melalui tahun yg sangat sibuk dan memang terrrlalu banyak kenangan yg unforgettable.. mungkin kerana demam exam yang melanda semua kelahiran 1998 ni, aku pun trut terjebak, even though aku bkankah serius sgt pomm.. =) anyway, menjejaki tahun terakhir sbg seorang pelajar sekolah menengah, sememangnya pelbagai sweet sour memory yg menjengah hidupku and mostly, the sweet2 moment laa.. aku pun tak tahu macam mana nak describe all ...

"Kadangkala kita tertanya-tanya, mengapa tiada jalan pintas untuk berjaya, mengapa manusia yang baik diuji sentiasa, akhirnya saat kita buka mata hati, akan terlihatlah kebijaksanaan-Nya, dan yang memahami, tenang sentiasa..." Assalamualaikum semua! alhamdulillah sekali lagi dapat kita bersama walaupun melalui 'invisible connection' iaitu melalui sekadar tulisan yang tidak seberapa ini. wah2.. ayat sastera.. :) takpelaa.. sambil-sambil layan hobiku yang satu nih, dapat tingkatkan grammar and vocab aku yang so-so nih.. in sya allah...  tajuk entry kali nie macam saspen kan? haha.. dop pom bena.. ( :P ) tak mengapa.. bak kata Cg Marzuki merangkap cikgu fizik di tempat tusyen ku, "kita sharing, kita sharing.. Fizik people is been able to share our thoughts with others.. Masya-Allah, Tabarakallah..." memang ayat biasa yang keluar dari mulut dia..dah hafal dah pom, sebab memang tiap2 kali jumpa akan cakap jugak macam tuh, simple words but fullof meanings.. :...

assalamualaikum.. disebabkan ke'delay'an aku utk update blog nih, ak double my story mory.. sekali lagi alhamdulillah kerana kita msih diberi ruang dan peluang untuk menjalani kehidupan sebagai hambaNya pada hari ini. so, entry yg first tuh macam serius sikit nada dia.. hehe.. kali nie happening larr siket.. bercerita pasal result sikit.. result aku exam baru nih memang ada peningkatan dri yg mid year tapi tidak lah memberangsangkan sangat.. still, alhamdulillah hirobbil alamin.. mungkin result kali nin dapat dijadikan pembakar semangat untukku menempuhi exam akan datang.. sememangnya atmosfera tahun hadapan pasti berbeza kerana aku sudah melonjak ke ting5 ! In Sya Allah, kalau dipanjangkan umur.. Allahu rabbi.. takut lah pulak mendengarkan bicara senior2 f5 yg baru habis spm, katanya susah sungguh soalan kali ini.. Ya Allah, berdebar2 pulak rasa hati.. huhu.. anyway, dalam duka ada suka, kini sedang berlangsungnya Maharaja Lawak Mega 2014 dan of course Sepahtu masih me...

alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah hirobbilalamin... kerana limpah dan kurniaNya aku serta pembaca semua  masih bernyawa dan masih diberikan peluang untuk bertaubat kepadaNya pada hari ini.. In Sya Allah.. dalam meniti kehidupan di dunia yang fana ini, sedar tidak sedar, tahun 2014 sudah hampir melabuhkan tirai.. berganjak ke tahun seterusnya, aku akan menempuh SPM, In Sya Allah.. Allahuakbar, rasanya baru semalam aku menjejakkan kaki ke kelas 4S1 dan kini  setahun sudah berlalu.. "How time is precious, even more than gold", Subhanallah.. apart from that, sebelum bermulanya cuti baru2 ini, aku turut menghadiri satu program.. lebih kurang kem ibadah tetapi lebih bermakna.. :) sesungguhnya, hidayah itu milik Allah, hati itu Allah yang pegang.. manusia boleh berubah hatinya, dari lorong tanpa arah, ke sujud menghadap sejadah.. manusia berubah mungkin kerana ditimpa musibah, mungkin kerana dipimpin oleh seseorang atau mungkin kerana diri sendiri terjaga dari lena panjang.. sungguh...

 assalamualaikum.. hehe.. hari nih dah 25/07 bersamaan 28 ramadhan 1435H.. huhu.. dh nk rayo dh weii... hehe.. anyway, ak tersgat lerr excited coz cuti nih.. tmbh2 agy, skrang nie cuti 4 HARI RAYA.. hehe.. :D tadi, ak OTP ngan bestie ak, Risya (^.^),, and chat2 tuh, punyalarr terasa RINDU kt skool lama.. huhu.. ntah apa2 larr aku nih.. hmm.. best btol tgok diorang gi s'pore baru nim,, gi tanding band plok.. sedeyh weii seroo.. haha.. miss them sooo damn much... huhu.. xpoelarr.. nati lpas spm aku oyap dh ko mek cha nk berholiday sesamo.. hehe hmm.. anyway, aku terasa agak blur, xtahu nak share apakebenda nih.. hehe.. rasa macam xdop modal pom ada.. hehe.. emm,, takpelarr,, amik lirik nih: "Heart Vacancy" I hear your heart cry for love, But you won't let me make it right. You were hurt, but I decided, That you were worth the fight. Every night, you lock up, You won't let me come inside. But the look in your eyes, I can turn the tide. In your hear...