hello sunshine

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Assalamualaikum.

not a story-time or update on life or anything of sort. Just creating a post so I can pin it as my featured post explaining things going around in here. Starting from 2021's entries I decided to name the title of my post according to what song I'm listening to at the moment I'm writing the entry. So that when I reread all of these things some time in the future, I'd be remembered of the song and maybe go; "OMG I used to listen to this song a thousand times on loop" or something like "OMG this song is golden" or even, "WOWWW I forgot this song ever existed lemme go listen to it one more time". aaghhh what a feeling. so nostalgic. I love nostalgic. alright that's all. so enjoy, my loves. enjoy muach!

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