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Assalamualaikum readers (if any) WAHAHAHAHAHAHA

YA ALLAH YA ALLAH almost 2 tahun tak bukak blog ni and I reread everything I've ever posted here and YA ALLAH CRINGE NYAAAA WAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

well pleaseeee DO NOT MIND all of my immature writings before this and I plan to hidupkan kembali this blog, since I'm nearing the end of my degree life and one less 'burden' to think of, I guess? so let's refresh this thing HAHAHAHAHAHAHA and I wont be deleting all those cringey posts sebab nanti tua nak tengok balik and nak cringe balik hahahahaha. Precious nyaa HAHAHAHA

Actually Ive written about two posts from 2020 but I didnt finish so no posting last year. But to think again, it's quite a great story. sayangnya tak habiskan then I forgot the emotions already so if I continue sekarang, it wont be the same. such a shame uhuks. InsyaAllah someday I'll try to find the missing pieces (?) and put them all back together again hehehe.

Ya Allah aku nak tukar senanya theme and font blog ni. sakit mata membacanya hahahah. BUT I ALREADY FORGOT HOW! macam mana la nak ubah2 balik kasi comey sikit, semua dah lupa uhuks. InsyaAllah nanti nak belajar and catch up balik hehehe.

Alright, that is for the first entry of the year 2021. InsyaAllah more to come. Stay tune.

Moga dalam lindungan Tuhan selalu 💜

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