lipur lara c.ya

It's almost 3 in the morning now, finished our badminton session at 12 and lepak-lepak then went home by 2. Well-- whilst in the shower just now, I felt that I had to get these words down somewhere, hence, here we are. First and foremost, I'm right now taking an Insta-break, hehe (like someone I know), cause I felt it's much necessary for the mind. The main purpose of Insta for me is to share happy (sometimes sad but mostly happy) moments, with hope that everyone seeing could also feel the same happiness. Yet, since last week, it's been agonizing to view my friends' lives update in a joyful manner. When I felt such way, then the main reason of me having social media has gone. Selfishly, I felt some of their happiness was painful for me. The feelings of why can't I be like this, like that yada yada and so on emerges. Realizing I can no longer share the same happiness with them, it's best if I take a break. Maybe only for a while, cause I already feel a bit be

I've always had a funny but some kind amazing thoughts in the morning :) Few days ago I woke up and thought if I'm not married by 30 I'm going to open my own book cafe hihihi. Soooo nice. Of course it's a silly dream to think now, but who knows right? Imma open one with this kind of vibe; aaahhh it's nice to have dreams and imagine we can achieve anything in the world. now let's talk about some life updates hehe. I'm all over the place nowadays. Some days are bearable, while others are excruciating and painful. It's not something I would share in here but after one 'incident' last August, my life hasn't been the same since. It's hard to be truly happy anymore. Let's just say the thing changed me whole internally. In the midst of all possibilities, though I doubt I'll ever forget, I hope to heal from it. Even a fracture of me. Anyways, let's talk about something cheerful. Well, for one, I've found every small and simple thi