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movie #2 bakemono no ko (2015) & the wolf children (2012)

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so today I watched two anime movies and no books update wahahaha maleh nak membaca. I watched the wolf children at 4 in the morning gituh then watched bakemono no ko in the evening. so--- yeeah. well- overall both movies were amazing and I love every bit of them. let me talk about Bakemono no Ko (2015) first cause it's the most recent ive watched. a bit summary; Ren just lost his mom and his dad was nowhere to be found. he supposedly had to stay with his relatives which are all jerks so he didnt want to, so he ran away. so basically he was living around the city without any money, then one day he bumped into Kumatetsu, a beast with wolf face. so Kumatetsu was like this reckless person and is trying to be a grandmaster of beast world, with Iozan as his opponent, but Kumatetsu didnt have any successor or disciple so he took Ren in, and called him Kyuuta (in beast world Ren is Kyuuta). then after 8 years, Kyuuta became a grown up and one day he went into the real world and met Kaede.

movie #1 "hotarubi no mori e" (2011)

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  "Into the Forest of Firefly Lights" (2011) (Anime) I have to talk about this one. OMGGGG I think I had watched this once when I was younger but of course I forgot already. and i just rewatched it this evening and it's saaaddd brooooo. it's quite sad but predictable and short but veryyy meaningful. it's actually also adapted to live-action but im talking about the anime guys! omg. as always, many anime movies are good enough that it would take some time for me to recover from it aaghhh and this one is definitely one of them. genre; romance fantasy gitu. my favourite genre! fantasy. uhuks. anywayyy a bit summary; Hotaru got lost in an enchanted forest and met Gin, the 'spirit' of the forest and Gin helped her find her way out and from then, they became friends. and soon enough, Hotaru grew up and they developed feelings for each other. OH a very important part of the story; Gin CANNOT be touched by human as if he did, he would disappear forever. so all the

book #1 "the ones who walk away from omelas"

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  yupp...so for my book review 'project', I decided to put the title as my post entry, so it'll be easier for me to track hehehe. but for the song im listening to right now, it's "heart attack" demi lovato. alright let's not waste time and go straight to my book review. this time, it's The Ones Who Walk Away From Omelas by Ursula K. Le Guin. this one is just a short story, not a novel but it's very good. oh before that. a bit disclaimer; i had read the story like a very long time ago so maybe there are things i mentioned that wouldnt be accurate but im pretty sure the gist of the story is still clear in my mind. so apologies in advance :) this book, is actually quite dark. a story of people in a village / city of Omelas whose happiness depends on the misery of a child. in order to live a prosperous life, they did it as a tradition to lock a child in some kind of closet. kind of a psycho ritual (if you ask me) but they believed that was the reason f

"lucid dreams" why dont we

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  Assalamualaikum! masyaAllah tabarakallah esok dah 1 Ramadhan 1442H. Kalau kira dah Maghrib ni dah start la 1 Ramadhan yerr. Alhamdulillah dah sempat lagi menjalani puasa tahun ini. uhuhuhu so strange, it felt like it was just yesterday we celebrated modes Raya celebration kan. cause first time Raya in lockdown. hm. this year looks like it's going to be the same. with cases not going down any time sooner and tambah2 Kelantan in PKPB dah jugak now. Anyway, I'm writing to wish Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak. moga moga Ramadan tahun ini dijadikan Ramadhan yg penuh makna. Buat ibadah sebaik mungkin. no need to follow others' steps cause their pace maybe is not the same as us. just as long as you ada nawaitu yg tulus, and effort to make it meaningful, insyaAllah it'll become meaningful. nota buat diri ini juga <3 annnddd--- maybe since my quarantine extend lagi until the 17th, this Saturday, I had new plans in mind on what to do to kill the time. I'm thinking of reviewing

"could I love you anymore" renee dominique & jason mraz

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  Assalamualaikum! feel like writing some more so why not. alright let's talk about IPBA and covid cases right now. 05/04/2021 our first day intern. the same day (in the evening) one of our students here tested positive so we went into total lockdown. not totally jugak cause food deliveries were still allowed hehehe, but memang students cannot go out until 13th. then the whole boys from block 4 had to swab test and last 08/04 we got the results. 19 boys also positive and one of them was our farid uhuhu. alright, after messaged Iqah, asking how she was and all, turns out her bf wasnt the first person or the carrier. actually (maybe) someone from the 19 was already positive and infected Hamdi, and as Hamdi alone went for swab by his own, he got tested positive first. if it wasnt for him, memang sampai ke sudah we didnt even know someone was carrying the virus all along. ya Allah dahla kami ni intern kot, will be going to school interacting with hundreds of kids apa semua. luckily thi

"strawberries & cigarettes" troye sivan

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  Assalamualaikum. today's writing is a bit cringey but I'll try to keep going okayyy hehehehek. hm first off, this time, this post is dedicated more towards someone. I absolutely have zero idea on whether or not the person I dedicated this writing to would read this but, it's worth a shot since I'm too much of  a coward to write it personally to the person. and I dont want to affect any of his moments anymore with my unnecessary presence, sooo here I go. alright let's start with a lil bit of the story. long story but lemme shorten it. I like this person so I confessed but it didn't work out. we did had a 'thing' few years back but as always, mekya being mekya, I did what I've always done when someone got too close; I pushed him away and we kinda drifted apart. but now it didn't work out hahahaha. maleh nak crita panjang soo--- alright- let's go back to recently, he said what he said and I totally understand & respect it. yet, as he wasnt

hello sunshine

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  Assalamualaikum. not a story-time or update on life or anything of sort. Just creating a post so I can pin it as my featured post explaining things going around in here. Starting from 2021's entries I decided to name the title of my post according to what song I'm listening to at the moment I'm writing the entry. So that when I reread all of these things some time in the future, I'd be remembered of the song and maybe go; "OMG I used to listen to this song a thousand times on loop" or something like "OMG this song is golden" or even, "WOWWW I forgot this song ever existed lemme go listen to it one more time". aaghhh what a feeling. so nostalgic. I love nostalgic. alright that's all. so enjoy, my loves. enjoy muach!

"slow down" why don't we

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  Assalamualaikum again! wahahaha two entries in a day, what an achievement! alright story time! since we are in quarantine right now, of course la tak boleh keluar kan. this one quarantine betul punya, not like acah2 yg first datang ipba haritu hahaha. well to make things clear, yg aku quarantine acah haritu kitorang still tak keluar, it's just we have to find food and everything by ourselves so tak macam quarantine sangat, since we are allowed to go buy food outside apa semua, sbb nya pihak ipba memang tak sediakan makanan utk org quarantine (acah haritu). but--- this time since it's real, quarantine pom real, cases pom real, kitorang ada dapat makanan, of which will be put under each block every breakfast, lunch and dinner. then under my block, (block 6 i'm currently at 602B room B - gotta write this down so I remember when rereading this '.' ) ada mesin gedegang or vending machine tulaa bahasa hilirnya, in which they have some kind of drinks-- beverages, very ni

"blue bird" ikimonogakari

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 Assalamualaikum! we meet again! Today's going to be short. just updating I'm still alive & surviving. and yeah. I've gotta say about quarantine-ing right now as im sure i would love to read this again somewhere in the future and be reminded of this dreadful moment we've been through right now. so--- long story short, one of IPBA students got tested positive covid so we're in total lockdown. we just got off our first day intern and it (most probably?) was postponed for 2 weeks, so we'll maybe finish (grad) later than other sem 8 ipg students. and yesterday another 19 ss were moved out also, positive. takmau comment banyak pasal tu. just wishing insyaAllah, all will be well :) anywayyyy,,, while quarantine ni. Ive made a new resolution for my future self AHAKS! funny but im absolutely resolute about this kayy hehehe. when I enter working phase soon (insyaAllah), I will buy and read at least one book per month! I wanna go back to my long-lost hobby, reading fi